Manifesting.
I am not going to lie to you and tell you that I am a master manifester. But I have manifested quite a bit. I have drawn things into my physical reality that ordinarily would not have been there.
So when I decided to take the plunge and start manifesting my dream reality, with no backup plan, no job, no source of income other than the universe providing, and starting up my business… I was terrified. Sometimes, I am still terrified.
But it has forced me into the place of learning, growing, and leaning into my mindset so much more. The creativity that once flowed so abundantly in my life is coming back. My light is coming back. The deep, insatiable Feminine energy is growing in me again. And finally, I know that I am EXACTLY where I am supposed to be. I am experiencing the things I am supposed to experience and living the life I am supposed to live. I cannot tell you how good that feels.
I would be lying if I said that it did not come with its own set of challenges. Rather than hustling in the workforce, I am hustling my defining misbeliefs about myself. I am being shaken to my core. And all that will be left is my highest self. That is scary, and I don’t even care.
I don’t want a backup plan anymore. This is my life. And I let it happen.